WOW! It's been a very eventful day!... Lets see now...

I woke up and my Beautiful mommy made me chocolate chip pancakes, bacon and eggs and of course i had that with Orange juice... I went to Clark Hall to take my ACT test and i forgot my ID so luckily my parents got it to me... So after the test I used Katie Pattons cell to call the rents (i didn't have mine w/me) and they didn't answer any of the phone lines so i waited longer and Katie already left so i asked one of the adults in charge if i could use her phone and still no answer from any of the phone lines... So i left and decided to walk to my moms office (which is about 4-5 block away... not bad) she wasnt there & it was locked so i was like "sh*t!" so i walked across the street to the prespaterian *spelling* church and i was like "Ok they'd let me use their phone" but it was also locked... so i was like "hmmm ok i'll just walk down to the library" so i did and i tried to make a collect call and then the operator answered (never had that b4) so uhhh she was obviously foreign 'cause we didn't understand each other at all so i was like uhhh?? 'cause she didn't talk for about a minute so i was liek "F that i'm walkin home" (which means i have to walk up grand and more!!) so i started to go on the bridge by the beauty college when Chauncey waved to me. I waved him to stop and luckily he did... i hopped in his truck and was like "Hey whats up!?!" Him:"Nothin much going to my sisters u?" Me:"I need a ride home... u willin to help me out?" and of course he did so 'cause Chauncey is one of the nicest guys i know!?!?! sooooo uhhh now movin on to the next crazy shit of today.....:

I went to work at 2 and OMG we were busy like crazy it was literally non stop!?!?! So yea our manager is in NY 'cause her friend got hit by a drunk driver and her car caught on fire and is in the hospital for ummm serious shit and boy am i prayin but yea so she's gone chris marshall is out of town michelle had to leave to go to a funeral and nicole didn't want to stay past her shift so it was suppose to be me erin colby and the new guy michael to close but uhhh michael decided to leave... we had like $200+ hours today and well it was the 3 of us at 5:30-close 'cause michael literally just left w/o saying by didn't clock out and left his apron on top of stuff.. it was a little odd And VeRy hectic but i do admit it is rather quite humorous but uhh it wasnt at the same time

so there was the crazy way to get home mental ppl i work w/ and i get home and i know something else happened but i don't remember 'cause i am soooo tired if i remember i'll fill u in lol but it was a crazy day and i'd love to have some comments! Thanks Loves
<3RJ

Wow tonight was awesome!!! Pep band was sooo much fun!!! Do the Tanto!!! First we do it just for fun, Then requested by the rowdie society Then a special request from the football team! Damn we must be some hotties when we pretend to swing a lasso! LMAO! Ok i will majorly update later but i just wanted to so "I LoVe YoU gUyS!!!!" Thanks for helping me w/college schtuff and other schtuff like that!! I'm gonna go to bed i work at 11am-8pm today! ::sigh::

<3 RJ

So I def burned my thumb so bad that i basically burned off the tumb print... work was pretty crazy tonight but oh well! La Ok uhhhh lets see...
I don't think I'm gonna do All State Chamber Choir since i've lost my singing soul but who knows i'm just in a depressed state of mind recently but yet i'm pretty confident w/some things lol i duno! ima dork!
 I think i figured out what my college life is gonna be like... I'm gonna go to WVU (since i can get a bachelors & masters in 5 years) but also be in the National Guard Army Band!  Make tons of $$$!!! I'm gonna need that since i'm gonna end up being a band or choir teacher... I'll live in a dorm so i'll be out of the house but still be close to home and close to my Tucker Roo! (my cat) I still be here w/my friends that'll still be in HS and i duno i think it may be a good choice for me... Even though I got accepted into WV Weslyan College a couple months ago lol... ::sigh:: who knows... What do u think i should do... heres a thing i made, give me ur opinions....:

                                         WVU                                                       Wesleyan

      (about... Social, Academic, Personal, and Atomosphere pros and cons in order)

                             Pros                             Cons                            Pros                             Cons

Kappa Phi Sororities Meeting new ppl	Extreme too crazy parties	Soroities Meeting new people and having a better chance seeing them more often
Better All Around Music Program Get Bachelors & Masters in 5 years	Big Classes Teachers might not care about me as an individual	Choir is excellent More one on one with teachers Learning disability help	No masters degree
At home      -w/Tuck     -laundries etc HS friends	At home not learning to live on my own	Away from home but still close Living in dorm
	Way too big for me!!!	Perfect Campus Size

                So yea give me ur opinions guys I really would appreciate it!! Thanks!
                          Mucho Amor!
                                 ~RJ

Currently Listening Ben Folds Five By Ben Folds Five Evaporated see related

Don't you hate it when you love something sooo much you basically put ur whole life into it and you just all of the sudden lose the talent to do so but you still want to do it? Well uhh thats how i am w/Singing and All State Chamber Choir... Don't you dare say i can sing i don't need that! I just need to have my real singing voice back and my love for it from deep down in my heart... I duno where it went but i would really like it back! :'( Sorry Guys! I needed to vent! Thanks for reading my annoying complaints

A Depressed Ex-Singer,

Rach

P.S. The song I have on this site right now... The Lyrics are so true in this situation for me!....  "Here I stand, sad and free I can't cry, I can't see What I've done God, what have I done... I poured my heart out, I poured my heart out, It evaporated ... see?"
-Ben Folds, Evaporated

Currently Listening Rockin' the Suburbs By Ben Folds see related

I know this is long but its worth reading!...

Last night was awesome! First Samantha, Kailee, Kristi, Sarah, Kristin, and I went to Rio Grande. That was hilarious! I had a blonde moment… Kristi said something about her “going to be brother in law” and I was like “Who are you marrying?” hahaha wow! I’m a dummy! So we all laughed but sadly I put a chip in my mouth after I realized what I said and laughed and I tried not to choke so I snorted then we laughed harder! I Never snort!!! Hahaha I think it was ‘cause I was trying not to die w/a chip in my mouth. So then while we were laughing one of the flowers on my corsage that my mom made me just came off then we laughed again. (There was a lot of laughing that evening if u can’t tell) So then we all kinda chilled but Kristi was sitting in front of me so If we looked at each other we’d laugh again so she took a bite into a chip and it broke in millions of lil pieces and flew across the table! Haha more laughing! So we finally chilled out. Kailee had her dads camera which also records and she took pics of me and Kristin laughing non stop and recorded a conversation I was having w/ Samantha and Kristin about how I don’t burp I belch and how much I eat. I was like “Oh great! Ur parents get to hear that the Field Commander is a pig!” So we all went to the bathroom and it was freezing in there and Kailee said that Kristin looked like a Christmas Doll, but w/a retainer and Samantha was like “She’s a Christmas Doll with accessories” and we all laughed but Kailee and Kristin weren’t thinking the retainer as accessories, we were all out of the look until I was like “Girls, are you meaning these things?” and pointed at my chest and they were like “uh huh!” haha wow crazy kids!

So after Rio we went to the mall where we got stared at big time, but hey we were killing time. I was basically announcing that when people would stare at us ‘cause they would stop after I glared at them and said that lol it was fun.

So we got to the dance and had fun, we all ended up splitting up but that’s ok ‘cause we had a blast either way! So for the rest of the night I was with Cassidy and Danielle and Jeremy dancing my freakin ass off! Well not literally ‘cause all what I can do is shake my ass lol! So when I stopped dancing to catch my breath I looked at the group and it looked like it was a humping train! Yes, a Humping Train! Hahaha it was really funny! I told MJ that and she was like “I want to be in the Humping Train!” lol Man we had sooo much fun! Oh yea I met Chris Alderman last night. I came up to him and told him he did a good job dancing at the thuse (‘cause well yea he def. did! Haha O it was hott!) ne hoos well he would look at me (in a good way, I think he was even checking me out) and so I was “You don’t even know who I am do you?” he was like “Nope” (I didn’t care ‘cause well I didn’t know who he was until the thuse practice when I saw him dancing and was like “ooo I wanna tap that!” LMAO! Ne ways) so I introduced myself and it was cool.

So that was basically my evening! It was tons of fun! A great last Homecoming!

And Oh Yes! …

To ALL of my friends! I always thought you all are beautiful, but last night def showed how gorgeous you are! I love you guys!!!

-Rachel/RJ/Rach/Rachi